Michael Patrick Brandle

Not a day goes by that i don't think of you.. Or even a night .... It doesn't get easier only thing that helps a little is that i know your at peace.... Missing you so much.

Still miss you so much.... I still can't believe your gone.... Still hoping i wake up from this nightmare

Soon you will be gone 10 years,,,,, God i miss you sooo much.........Sometimes i just wish i could just talk too you but i know I would want more and more time with you... Its never going to enough time'''''''' You are mine everything i miss our talks my god Micheal i always thought you would be here a life time.....My life time.... You are always in my heart our memories my heart is special becasue your in it......I dont know what to say anymore i just wish you were here.... Everyday and night i think of you wondering different things........I know you would be so proud of Cj hes going to graduate this year....I know you will be there.... Watching over him like  you do everyday......

Happy Easter in heaven Michael...... Miss you so much,,,,, xxxxxxxxxoooooooo

Happy 40th Birthday in heaven.......I can't beleive your 40 years old..... I still feel your still 30 ........I miss you so so much.......I always say I know your at peace....Maybe its just at times im not......Sometimes i just want to talk to you,hold you hug you kiss you ........I want so much to talk to you......I do sometimes but it will never be the same as if you were still here.......You will always be in my heart mind and soul......Love you always and forever and ever xxxxxxxxxxooooooooooo

Well Mike tomorrow you will have been gone 9 years.... Still no words can express how my heart feels...... I can say I miss you so very much.....  The Moment you died my heart was torn in two,one side filled with heartache the other died with you,,,,, I often lie awake at night when the world is fast asleep,and take a walk down memory lane,with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you is so easy I do it everyday but the heartache never goes away..... I will always hold you tightly within my heart and there you will will always remain..... Till the joyous day we will meet again.....  As you do know i don't know if i will be on here tomorrow.....I do know I will have a angel watching over me>>>>I do feel you near me alot......I'm so glad for that>>>>>>>>> Happy 9th Anniversary in heaven.......4/1/77 sunrise 9/20/07 sunset.......I miss you>>>>every second.....of every minute>>>>>of every hour>>>>>of everyday...........Love you always in my heart 4ever and ever.............

Well Mike got a new laptop. Will be visiting the page alot. I miss you so very much. More than words can say. My heart still hurts..... I do feel at times your at peace....But i will always miss ya.....I know your in my heart just sometimes I wish i could just talk to you....I don't like to question anything but sometimes I do have questions Im supose to have faith and I do if I did''t i wouldnt be still here to day......I go on because I know thats what you would want me to do.....And I also have your brother and CJ....  So  much has happened these past years. Both good and bad but mostly good and im thankful for that....I know you are to......Well im going to go for now.... Miss ya so very much...... Love Mommy XXXXXXXOOOOOO 

i carry your heart with me                                      
by e. e. cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
                                    i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Love Mommy

Dear Michael

  Merry Christmas in heaven I miss you so very much.   

Dear Mike

 Happy 2nd Angel  Anniversary in Heaven.   I still miss ya so very  much, But still know in my heart your at peace in Heaven.  In spirit and in Love I know we always will be together. And always be in my heart 4ever and ever

 

 

             Love  Mommy